dear friend,
i know, that i may not be the best person to turn to when you're down. i know, that i'm not the best person to console you or give you good advices. and i'm sorry, that i didnt really make you feel any better but maybe worse today. i'm sorry, that i was moody towards you. but well, i was pissed at you for the decision you made and the way you're hurting -. but well, mostly disappointed. i know, i dont really tell you anything but its me. i keep things from everyone. but dude, i still love you alright. duh, you're my soulmate. how could i not love you? HAHA.
well, today was a horrible day and i kinda broke down a lot. i guess i just couldn't take the pressure that was on me. ah wells screwed. but my mother was really nice, kinda cheered me up. surprising that my own mother can cheer me up when she can drive me up the wall sometimes haha.
(7:45 AM)